i've got my Pride

The most incredible things will just happen to you if you keep on thinking that it's impossible. it's true. nothing is just truer than this. for me, it's my experience and it's my opinion. if you've never tried it, you'll never know it.

As i've ever tried before, so that i can tell everyone of you, don't keep on thinking about the bad things, must be optimistic and open to everything cos everything that's possible. never ever say Never. I thought that i've met the best, the trustablest and the reliablest, but at the end, i was betrayed. not only about life, and it's about feelings as well.

Same goes to today, i saw an article which is saying about a 25-year-old pretty blonde gal is searching for a richie rich to be married with,especially for those bachelors who are earning 50 million US dollars a year, but a financial analyst explained about the depreciation and applied on her. it was a funny article whilst it's the truth to all gals nowadays. if you keep on looking for those guys who're earning 50 million dollars a year, why don't you just use those times on upgrading yourself to earn that 50 million dollars by youself? ain't is wasting your time and others who spend time with you too?

No one is as reliable as yourself. who's going to help you when you're in trouble? Frens? Family you thought? let me get it right, NoBody is gonna help you if you don't walk out from it. You have to find the solutions to get things back on the right track by yourself because you're the one who knows the troubles well. you know where and how the troubles come from and you know how to solve it. Nobody is going to give you food if you don't go and order it, isn't it?? I truly understand this ever since i met the worst thing which happened to me.

I'm now just striving very hard to survive. i always give high hopes on what people had said to me. but i always fell from my high hopes. it's hurt and it's just so ridiculous. but so, i learned a leasson, no, not only one, but plenty of lessons from my disappointments. I now will only give high hopes on my own promises which i make to myself for my own achievements. I don't want to be controlled over people. i'm not a slave and i don't need to be obedient to others.

棍波与自动波

有人说恋爱开始时像蜜糖，后期像黄莲。

我就说恋爱像驾车。

如果你时常驾棍波的车，你就会觉得很羡慕那些驾自动波的人。舒适又简单。

棍波除了要常常换波之外，还要踩Clutch。 很麻烦。所以一直很希望有朝一日可以换一辆自动波来驾。

最后，当你真的可以换自动波的车时，一开始当然会很兴奋，很喜欢。

但是，当你真的驾驶时，你才发现，原来自动波的车比较耗油，比较没力。

而且，当你长期驾驶了棍波以后再驾驶自动波，你会觉得你的左手忽然间空闲了许多。

很不习惯。


然后, 你就会“ 啊， 原来还是棍波的好。”


人总喜欢在拥有时不知足， 一个在身边了， 还要不断的拿旁边的来比较， 总觉得另一个会比较好。

到最后连在身边的都失去了， 才发现原来自己已经拥有了最好的而不自知。

车买错了还可以换， 那... 人呢?

How a Teacher teach student about LOVE

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back.

But the RULE is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick. "The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi, but he wonders.... may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is an even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he starts to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he knows he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.The teacher told him, "...that is love, you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already missed the person...."

"What is Marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer yourquestion, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the Rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick. " The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful for not going to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feels satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... that is Marriage .. . . .

Birthday..

Amberly and I went down to Sincero Riverbank for my B'day Celebration. KS supposed to come with my Baskin Robins Ice-cream Cake which he promised, but he failed to do so. Plus+++... he hurt his toes (which he laughed out loudly right
after he said it.=.=''')

I reached home at 9.05pm after my
Yoga Class at East, then I drove my car like driving a Lambo to Amberly's hse
and picked her. LOL. After that we decided to go Riverbank and hv a couple of
drinks. cos I saw Peggie's pic when they went there in the last few mths. the
ambience there was good. maybe it was Wed and after the heavy rained, there were
only 2-3 tables included us.

When we reached there, the waiter
welcomed us in a well service manners. he led us to the outdoor seats and gave
us the menu. we ordered french fries and onion ring, and of course, our favorite
drinks--wines. we ordered a Rosemount Estate 2004 which cost RM 168. (thanks amberly for being my boss.=p)

After a couple of drinks, I found
that it was me who finished the onion ring. I wondered why amberly didn't eat
it, and she said that's because she's somewhat handicapped... hahaha... When it
was about time for leaving, the manger (I think) brought us a special made Pizza and told us that it's
the gift for my Birthday. Amberly and I were shocked and stared at each other,
because we were too fulled to finish it. LOL. We did try very hard to finish it
though.

I was a little bit tipsy but still
managed to drive both of us home, SAFELY. lol. well, thanks a lot to my buddy,
my sisters, darling and friends (from overseas and locals) who gave me the birthday wishes through sms,
testimonials and facebook. =) I had a pleasant Birthday, at least, better than
last year.

My 22nd Birthday

Happy 22nd Birthday to Myself... Another year of Maturity... =.='''